ほとんどはチェリーの小さいミートボールを愛す^^

(part 2)

2010-04-07T19:58:00.000-07:00

During the couple months, there is some luck in my life. meet a couple " amazing" friends. friends can will always be there listen and card about you. i care about them alot..alot..

i really don't know what to do with my life anymore, no.. i do..
it's just that i don't want to face the reality, i have so much important things to take care in my life, whether is i leave by the end of the year or stay. i had to make a decision now..i know if i follow the road that mum wants me to, i can get everything i want later in life. and even married the person mum wants me to -_______________-. but is this really what i want? i want my own life, i want to do what i want to do. probably won't get me anywhere, but i have no regrets in life? But i have to do this for mum!! I HAVE TO!!!! i took so much from mum, it's time that i do something in return. the best i can do is do whatever she wants me to do. even let her run my whole life. i'm happy with that. i believe that later on in life mum will pick the right person for me, saving me from getting hurt from searching the world....i guess this is the way it has to be..

yoho i'm back :D (part 1)

2010-04-07T10:43:00.001-07:00

sigh, it's been such a longtime since i last blog..
theres so much i wanted to say, but i never know how to start..sigh sigh sigh..
maybe noone really follow this blog, but i'm still gonna rage about it :D
past the couple months, so much shit had happened, Boyfriend, family, school, friends,
felt like the end of the world, all the problems just came at once, and i felt like i can't breathe anymore. i always knew that i'm stronger then that, but seriously this time.....i felt like i can't deal with my life anymore. i just want to give up everything. maybe sometime i just needed someone to be there and listen to me ? or just even sat down next to me and pat my head say that " everything is going to be ok" so sick of acting so strong when you know that your not !! i want to be able to cry ok ? i want to tell people that i'm hurting too? why can't someone just be there and listen to me rage?!!! I WANT TO GIVE UP PRETENDING ALREADY!!! why do i have to act that i'm all fine, why cant't i just act like a little girl that need love all the time? WHY NOT WHY NOT !!!!!

This world is so not fare, first the took everything away from you, and now they try to say that everyone is treated fare? what ever you lost will come back to you eventually ? wth? noooo!!!! they took away my love my feelings my emotions my EVERYTHING. i want to be able to love agian.. why is it so hard. All i wanted was a settle relationship, nothing fancy, nothing expensive, just a settle normal relationship. why is it so difficult to just to find that one person, someone you can trust, depended, love, care, lord, to. so tired of giving in to relationships and had to fouce myself to get out of it. i'm so scared that i'm gonna be become that kind of person that can't feel love or hate, even the sadness that's causing by love/hate. why does it always rain over me? i gave my best to save my every relationship, but it always end up sadly...i really really really don't want to try anymore. sometime i ratha not be able to feel, life would be much easier that way. twice!!! mens broke my heart... you think i'm gonna let you boys walk over me like that??? then your wrong! never be settle why didn't i keep that? even if it hurts like hell, i'm not gonna let you see me cry, because i'm gonna show you that i'm fine without you. i might be weak, but i'm strong enough not to show it. sometimes when i think about it , parents are always right, they told me not to take it serious in this age, otherwise it's gonna scar you for life, well didn't listen, now i learn my lessons, ouch that hurts like a bitch!!!! had you ever had that feeling that someone rip your heart into pieces and you have to tap it back into a whole your own ??!!! i have!!! twice!!!!!! never ever gonna let that happen to me ever again. i'm smarter this time, say bye bye to boys, waiting for the REAL MAN to come alone. i don't want a boyfriend, i need a real man. a man that has thoughs about his life, a man that knows how to treat a girl right, a man that have respect.

To be honsest, I HATE DATING, hmmhaha, so funny. it put me off to the stage that i do not want to date for a very LONG time :D.....

I need to start thinking about what i want, and i'm gonna make it happen.

I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you

This is all over...it really is ... no more childish games in life. school school school, i need to foucs on school more :D

To be continue.....

FML

2010-01-08T03:14:00.000-08:00

EHH..FML..
i've become so weak lately,,all the sickness coming at once :(
my ear hurts like a bitch..can't even sleep at night,,and + the cold..omg what is this ><

la la la i really cbf blogging these days...
FML......

Evolution for 2010^^

2010-01-02T02:57:00.000-08:00

Woolala , haven't blog in such a long time, is not like i don't want to share my life with my friends, is just me been LAZY XD .
time has gone really fast for 2009, sigh ><. what can i say about 2009, it's the worst year of my life ever !!!! jlafjlsjfhg(*&%*)#... don't wanna talk about it, for those that do know me would know why :(, my baby dog died in 2009, major relationship problems ( always end up to a tragedy), really disrespect to my mother O_o..ahhh i just hope 2010 is the year for me, i always attempt to think that if something bad happened to me, something good will come along right after, but it doesn't always work that way. always had my hopes up , and the next thing you'll know is that your heart went from heaven to hell (>O_o<)..

My resolution for 2010 :

School School School !!! get a good OP ^^
Work harder and save up more $$$$$
Grow my hair :p
No more playing around with boys >o<
Be a better Daughter

That's enough for now, more to come as the time goes hah :) looking pretty forward for rest of the 2010, this year is a big " challenge" for me, for thoes that don't know , i'm actually moving out of home ><><>O<. hopefully i'll meet some awesome people , as i already did meet a few amazing people last couple months ^^ nice meeting you all ^^ i seriously better wrap it up here, my life is just so borning at this stage O_o

I hope everyone had a great new year and here we come 2010 ^^

Something to share ^^

2009-12-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

I want you to love me, but I don’t think you will
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It’s the only answer I have, even if I’m scared of getting hurt.
I’ll say “I love you” to the one I love
Do you love me or not?
I don’t care what the answer is, I just need to know.
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.

There are many unchangeable things in this world,
and my love for you can’t be stopped by anyone.
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
I want you to love me, but I don’t think you will.
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It’s the only answer I have, even if I’m scared of getting hurt.
I’ll say “I love you” to the one I love.

Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I’ll say “I love you” to the one I love.
The happiness we change upon in our lives can’t be expressed in words
That’s why we can only smile
Why we sing “Do re mi” among the vivid autumn colors
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves.
As to protect someone who’s just been reborn
As I looked at the road I’d traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.

I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn’t be honest
I didn’t want to know that you didn’t love me
and live the rest of my days all alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know.

I want you to love me, but I don’t think you will
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It’s the only answer I have, even if I’m scared of getting hurt
I’ll say “I love you” to the one I love

Everyday, Everynight , i want to hold you baby boy....

2009-12-21T17:32:00.000-08:00

This one goes out to someone that's quite "SPECIAL" to me ^^, i don't even know where to start with this person, he's like a mystery to me. I know hardly anything about him, I never met him. weird ae O_o..yes yes , i know what you think, this girl is so weird, how can she even say the word "SPECIAL" about this boy that she have never ever met. well to me, he is. i never though i could be so open to anyone again after all the things "MR WRONG" put me through, and i though i could never feel this way again. To be honest, i don't exactly know what's my feelings towards to him, but i just want him to be there, and i want to talk to him all the time. he's little emotions makes me happy, and i get upset when he's not there. Now days is really not easy to find someone that i can be myself around, he kinder give me that "safe" feel ^^. i think talking to him has slowing become apart of my life, I really don't expect anything more then just a friend, I can just leave it as it is now. because i know if i take a step forward and actually tell him how i feel, i might lost him as a friend FOREVER. Maybe to him i'm just the same with the every other girl, he will talk to me when he's bored, or even not talk to me at all. but to me he has become the reason that i go online ^^, everynight when i go on Msn the first thing i'll see is if he's online. >< sounds abit stalkish >< la la la ... sometimes i wish i don't fall for people this easy, or i can just quickly get out of it, but hey! is me that we are talking about >< i'm writing this because he will never read this ,and forever he would not know there was this girl that wants to hold him tight everynight and kiss him goodnight ❤

小小的一个UPDATE ^^

2009-12-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

哇哇啦啦！来小小的更新一下，最近迷日系风真的是太疯狂了，本来以前还觉得看看参考参考就好，谁知道现在真的是陷入到一个不可收拾的地步的说。。o(︶︿︶)o。唉。日剧看多了也是有影响的哦，奶奶的水岛宏居然结婚了？？对于Fans的我们来说可是个伤心欲绝的消息哦，才刚刚开始发现他那迷人之处他就成了有夫之妇了？不要了啦！哎哟，说笑的而已了，自己的偶像终于找到可以归宿的地方难道不好吗？希望我们的水嶋匕口先生啊要好好的和我们的緰香小姐好好的生活下去啦.昨天终于把“我的帅管家”看完了，这样我对想去日本的欲望又大大的加强了许多。居然想乱七八糟的东西想到4点都睡不着觉，可怜哦。说这个可能会被骂的很惨吧，可是我真希望我下辈子是出生在日本哦，唉。。。今年，不对！应该说是明年，我要努力努力の工作，和努力努力の存钱，然后去日本给他好好玩一次。哇哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！（大大笑） O_o..还有还有，呵呵，这次也更新些桃华理绘的可爱BLING BLING小物。(*^__^*) 嘻嘻

下面是Shibuya里小店的一些照片，（当然不是我照的咯），谢谢观赏。

下面是桃华理绘的BLING小物哦！上传的可辛苦了呢>O< (More to come :D) 近期期待

A song that i love <3 ^^

2009-12-14T20:39:00.000-08:00

曲名: Perpetual Snow

作词: Hideki Nao'ymt
作曲: Nao'ymt
アーティスト: Ring from Vo Vo Tau

中文翻译:

童话里最美的结局
是一个亲吻唤醒了你
长剑的光彩闪烁着坚毅撕裂荆棘

天鹅绒帘-幕温柔遮蔽
沉睡于花芯那个你
玫瑰涂抹脸颊檀色的发丝谁舍得放弃

记忆里的离别宛若书本翻过一页
再精致的书写又能挽回多少指尖流过的季节
青春在狩猎若诱饵足够甜美无邪
独自穿越那漆黑漫长星夜
胭脂红蔻丹妖冶点数着下一场奢华盛开或凋谢
听谁的岁月流光中明灭
月色皎洁曾沐浴多少忧伤喜悦
是否还能够区别当时今夜
怎情愿 Our love got perpetual snow

我想说童话总有结局
又或者记忆欺骗你
纺锤刺痛了手指魔法的预期等待着时机

还有谁-用白马带走你
躲开皇后恶毒咒语
小小的黄金钥匙打开了门扉最后的禁忌

如果能再重来一次
还会不会选择王子
化身泡沫的瞬间谁会为谁流下哪怕（只）一颗泪滴
有一支舞-跳到足尖鲜血淋漓
仍然愿意编织荨麻披肩为你
天鹅足迹追随云中的仙女飞越了海浪碧绿蔷薇颜色的甜蜜
闪烁花香开满你走过那片山岗
一朵夕阳温暖了谁的眼眶泪光清亮有你在谁嫌岁月漫长
恍惚间 Our love got perpetual snow

谁把坚强悄悄释放 (Uh in this light yeah)
允许勇敢击败幻想 (In our life yeah)

从此不再慌张 Everything you gave to me
Baby 从小听过太多太多太多的传奇
Ei~总有个美人在遥远的黄金国里
让水晶球推测命中（的）对象
I promise I'll never ever wanna leave you alone
Let it snow

真正的公主早已脱下舞衣
握紧长剑钻冠下露出了笑意
如果不相信自己谁又能手把手将幸福争取
拜托白马有空告诉你家王子
屠龙战役通关还剩下最后一局
就好好地沉睡吧
我会保护我自己
Our love got perpetual snow

速水もこみち = beautiful 奈特 ^^

2009-12-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

可愛的奈特^^，剛剛看完“絕對彼氏”，哭的真是一塌糊塗。唉，我又開始犯花癡了。這傢伙的演技還真好，能把機器人演的那麼好，到現在我的心情還是不能平靜下來，一想到“奈特”再也醒不來了，我的鼻子就酸酸的，好淒美>o<. 想的越來越多，如果未來也有像“奈特”那樣的及機器人那真的是太完美了。但是千萬不要像“奈特”一樣死掉掉哦 >< 我到底在說什麽啊？白癡！

【鈴木奈々】^^

2009-12-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

Just a pics update about 鈴木奈々, she's one of my TOP Model >O< aw so cute..Hope everyone enjoy ^^

My barbie look trail :)

2009-12-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

My first Barbie look trail >.<>

Makeup that i used for this look :
Loreal velvety toner
Loreal Happyderm skin exhilarating Moisturise
Napoleno perdis's makeup primer
Napoleno perdis's eye primer
Napoleno perdis's conceler pro pallets
Palgantong pearl powder ( to set the conceler)
Mac studio fix NC30
Mac mineralize loose power (to set the foundation)

Eye shadows:
Napoleon perdis's utral pearls #2 (pink)#56(blue)
white eyeliner pencil for the water line
brow bone highlight i also used Np's utral perls..sand beiged ( forgot the number >.<)

Blush :
i used Bourjois Blush #34 Rose D'OR

Lips:
Mac lipstick Satin ,Snob ( is like a really really cute baby pink)
Napoleno Gloss patrol- Sydney

Finised :):)
Enjoy :):)

傻傻的我..

2009-12-01T05:24:00.001-08:00
你知道難過的時候，是記性最好的時候嗎？
記得你的好，也記得你的壞..
有些事情是你的就是你的，不是你的也就不是你的，
你強求他留下來也沒有用，
我什麽時候變得那麼傻？
什麽時候變得那麼堅定？
爲什麽就不能為了自己而變得堅強一點呢？
爲什麽我要依賴你，
爲什麽我會有期待,
爲什麽總是要在要在傷透之後才能學會放手，
如果事先就知道結果，那我是不是就不會陷得那麼深了呢？
現在的我該怎麼辦?
感覺就像一個人在街上奔跑，
生怕一停下來我就會被寂寞和孤單給淹沒，
所以我不停不停的跑，
以為你會變成我的避風港，
其實不是，是我的一廂情願，
我也希望在我難過的時候，
可以有人輕輕的抱著我說 “ 別怕，我在這”
我也希望在我撒嬌的時候
可以有人親親的親著我的額頭對我說“只要你開心就好”
我希望你可以變成我的那個他，
唯一的那個他，
爲什麽就那麼難呢？

I wish i didn't fall.....

2009-11-29T05:04:00.000-08:00
天啊！
我最近發現了一件事，，我好像開始慢慢的對“他”有感覺了啊！ O_o 我知道這是不應該的，但是我是越來越來不會掩飾自己的感情了，這件事困擾了我真的好久。我不是自己說過要堅強的嗎？不能這麼快就淪陷了啊！難道都忘記上次的結果了嗎？爲什麽還要踏進去呢？為了他的一句話而開心的睡不著覺，呵呵。。值得嗎？這種迷迷茫茫的感覺好煩，心都揪在一起的感覺，唉！爲什麽會因為他的不出現而感到失落和難過呢？是不是已經成了我的一種習慣！？現在的心情，難以形容 >.< 友達以上，戀人未滿。。。我該不該放手試試看？或者就這樣吧。。。

A song dedicated to you :

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴

为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友

再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对

我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你 .....

From the bottom of my borken heart

2009-11-18T05:36:00.000-08:00
唉！最近真的變的好懶哦(╯﹏╰)
好久都沒來更新了，好多好多想要分享的東西，
但是都不知道從何說起，
終於爭取得媽咪的同意，我終於可以獨立了，
可是我卻慢慢的害怕了起來，( ⊙o⊙?)
發現其實我其實還是和依賴我媽咪地，唉
考試也都終於都結束了，時間過得真的好快，一年那麼快就過去了，想想我也慢慢長大了，也該變得懂事點了，不能在像以前一樣和罵你撒嬌了，突然覺得我好怕離開她，我想要證明給所有人看我不是你們說的，想的那麼嬌弱，那麼沒有用。所有不相信我的人，你們看著吧，我會好好證明給你們看(╰_╯)#

To XXXX:
Yeah, 5months is coming up soon >.<
i still remember everything we did together,
i remember our first date
first kiss
first time you gave me a piggy back
alot of first time .......
do you remeber our "list"
Man,,,i still can't let go
i just want to leave everything behind
and run away
never come back again...
i know that sounds so childish and immature..
why do you have to come ruied my life
if we never meant to be, why are you exist?
i wish i never met you
last thing ： i miss you <3

Random as day :O

2009-11-08T00:18:00.001-08:00

La la la :)

Today seriously is the most randomnest day ever :O, i was on my way to Brisbane to collect my make up kit. la la la, listening to my ipod, ( of couse i turned it up to the loudest ><),This random as man just came up to me and say " excasue me miss, what kind of music do you listen to?" I was like " what??, hah uh just normal stuff like what everyone else is listening to?" then he was like " oh i can hear your ipod from behind, you got some great beats on your ipod ha ha ha :), would you mind show me what songs do you have in there" then i was like " Oh sure thingg :), ( i love it when people say i have great taste in muisc ><) la la la we were just listening to my Ipod, then it turned out, he's a song writer, he write his own song and produce it :, very intresting ae. la la la , few minutes later !!! he gave me one of his deom!!!!!!! i was so shocked :, but yeah anyways, i hope that you will get the studio you want Mr Relm. couse you have great music :) good luck :):)
< ---------Mr Relm :)
Oh one more thing guys :) I GOT MY $1175 dollars MAKE UP KIT ><>< , ah i basically worked for nothing :(, well it'w worth it :):) formal bookings:17/11/09 (Jenny+ her friend + my beautiful KK), 20/11/09 (christal H :). wedding bookings : 28/11/09 ( Mummy's friend :0) aww pretty much booked for the rest of Nov, plus school -__- eh :p
yay enjoy my pictures <3

ah i'm so mixed up><

2009-11-07T04:22:00.000-08:00
I'm thinking about you ><

Baby, Baby what can i do>,< ,

I don't know what i want?!

I should be really focusing on my study,

But i can't seen to get him out of my mind...sigh..=[

Days goes by, i'm still thinking about chuu ><><

I want to know what makes you happy,

I want to know everything about you,

Maybe I'll let the time make the decision this time,

No rushing, No rushing,

Sigh, if it happens it happens, if not....

I tried =]

Quiz for the day ^^

2009-11-05T04:34:00.000-08:00
Hi, my name is:
Louisa

But you can call me:
Lu or whateverrr

My fave color is:
Baby blue <3

My high school was/is:
Caboolture state high school-_-

My hair is:
Black

My birthday is:
11th of March

My middle name is:
Don't have one

When I look down I see:
cloths hoho :)

By this time next year:
I will be having my p's and i'll be driving around like a idiot

I have a hard time understanding:
English >.<

If you spent the night at my house:
=] we can play games

The one person who can drive me nuts is:
Jenny de guie :o

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:
Maxi dresses >.<

Most recent thing someone else bought me:
Food :D

In the morning I:
will be in the worst mood, i have to get up early to catch the gay bus

If I was an animal I’d be a:
Monkey :O

What’s your top friends name:
Trixia

Do you get along with this person all the time:
ALL the god damn time i would say

How old is the person:
17

Has this person ever cooked for you:
Yes, >.<

Have you ever kissed this person:
haha when i was drunk i tried to kissed her on the lips, she almost punched me lol...good old times

Are you really close to this person:
We're family

Could you live with this person:
Sure thang

How long have you known this person:
3years

Have you ever had a sleepover with this person:
lost count

If you ever moved away would you miss this person:
deffs :(

Do you know everything about this person:
Pretty much :)

Have you ever made something with this person:
i think so ?

Ever been in love:
yes

Believe in love at first sight:
yes

What is your bed size:
Double :)

Do you prefer writing in pen or pencil:
Pen please

What’s your favorite season:
Spring

Favorite radio station:
None-_-

Coke or Pepsi:
Coke hoho

Favorite subject in school:
Maths is alright

Last book you read:
The outsiders

Do you prefer cats or dogs:
Dogs

What’s your dream job:
Flight attendent/make up artics

What kind of car do you drive:
Nissan Nx

Are you a better talker or better listener:
better listener, i suck at my words >.<

What do you miss most about childhood:
just everything <3

How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test:
once

How many kids do you want:
2 :)

Can you cook:
all asians can cook :)

Have you been to Disney World:
Yes, in Hongkong :)

How many TRUE best friends do you have:
3

Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth:
cry over the truth

Who’s the last person you got into a argument with:
Mum?

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move:
I am moving

How much do looks matter to you in a girl:
hah? i don't care about other girls lol

Whats the best feeling in the world:
you'll see :)

Are you close with your mom and dad:
Yes<3

Do you tell your parents everything:
Pretty much :)

What’s your favorite color to wear:
whatever looks good on m,e >.<

Who was the last person in your bedroom:
Jackie and jessie

What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you:
people that thinks that they are better then everyone else

What are you freakishly obsessed with:
Asians lol :)

What piercings do you want:
None atm

Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass or fail:
sure thang 100%

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now:
I hope so ^^

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in:
Before

Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower:
^^ yes

Your favorite sport to watch:
I hate sports-_-

Ever had stitches:
Not yet lol :D

Have you ever given money to a homeless person:
yes >.<><

Ever run over an animal:
Hope not :

Would you kiss someone of same sex for $100:
hah maybe :)

More of a coffee or alcohol drinker:
Coffee these days

Ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire:
No?

What are you afraid of:
Life

All together, how many people have you kissed:
have a guess

Are you comfortable with your body:
i need to lose weight so i can reach the flight attendent standers

Whats your stand on gay marriage:
beautiful:) it's a kind of love

What about abortions:
Not my businese

How do you like this quiz:
could be better

新的旅程O(∩_∩)O~

2009-11-02T05:21:00.000-08:00

哈哈！
今天做了好多事情哦，把博客從新的大翻新了一遍。呵呵↖(^ω^)↗. 心情都變得好了很多。
唉，最近的我好像已經變得不像我了。每天都把自己變得很忙碌，我到底是為了什麽？每天都把自己滿滿的充實起來，最終我得到的是什麽？三個月以來，我從來都沒有真正的面對事實，能不去想就不去想，可是事實偏偏就是要癱在我的眼前。有時候我在想上帝是不是真的那麼公平。難道他就看不到我已經爲了這份被丟棄的愛情付出了所有嗎？難道你就不能用你的心去感受嗎？親愛的，我懇求你把你那雙被現實蒙蔽的雙眼打開好嗎？看看周圍，是不是有人真的會用真心對待你，是不是真的一直在等你回過頭呢？今天的我，給自己打了20分 o(╯□╰)o
明明說好不再想你的.....

我要學會去相信，沒有你，我也可以過的很好

2009-11-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

My Successful life in make up artistry:)

My Napoleon certificate <3

beautiful model KK :)Napoleon perdis's show ( Models of the night)Final Assessment ( creative looks)My first actual case in the make up artistry ( a day to remember )
I believe everything happens for a reason, look at me now. i'm
getting closer to my dream everyday. I'm gonna show thoes that who dosen't have
the trust in me that i can do it. and plus "XXXX" without you i'm doing
fine, even better. you'll see what you missing out on.

2009-10-31T07:13:00.000-07:00
West end with KK :)

Me and KK <3 My Cookies and cream cheesecake
Three Monkey <3
Street walk

today is the most beautifulest day ever :) i love the street walk, tasty mocha, hippy clothing, breezy weather, and ofcouse my KK :).

Why does tonight have to end♥

2009-10-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

we drive tonight,

and you are by my side.

We're talking about our lives,

like we've known each other forever.

the time flies by,

with the sound of your voice.

its close to paradise,

with the end surely near.

if i could only stop the car

and hold onto you,

and never let go...

i'll never let go.

as we round the corner

to your house

you turned to me and said,

'i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent.'

and, i want to speak these words

but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,

and accept 'someday, somehow'

as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... don't want to speak these words.

cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

why does tonite, have to end?

why don't we hit restart,

and pause it at our favorite parts.

we'll skip the goodbyes.

if i had it my way,

i'd turn the car around and runaway,

just you and i.

and i... don't want to speak these words.

cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

-Tiger Lilly