2009年12月21日星期一

This one goes out to someone that's quite "SPECIAL" to me ^^, i don't even know where to start with this person, he's like a mystery to me. I know hardly anything about him, I never met him. weird ae O_o..yes yes , i know what you think, this girl is so weird, how can she even say the word "SPECIAL" about this boy that she have never ever met. well to me, he is. i never though i could be so open to anyone again after all the things "MR WRONG" put me through, and i though i could never feel this way again. To be honest, i don't exactly know what's my feelings towards to him, but i just want him to be there, and i want to talk to him all the time. he's little emotions makes me happy, and i get upset when he's not there. Now days is really not easy to find someone that i can be myself around, he kinder give me that "safe" feel ^^. i think talking to him has slowing become apart of my life, I really don't expect anything more then just a friend, I can just leave it as it is now. because i know if i take a step forward and actually tell him how i feel, i might lost him as a friend FOREVER. Maybe to him i'm just the same with the every other girl, he will talk to me when he's bored, or even not talk to me at all. but to me he has become the reason that i go online ^^, everynight when i go on Msn the first thing i'll see is if he's online. >< sounds abit stalkish >< la la la ... sometimes i wish i don't fall for people this easy, or i can just quickly get out of it, but hey! is me that we are talking about >< i'm writing this because he will never read this ,and forever he would not know there was this girl that wants to hold him tight everynight and kiss him goodnight ❤

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