During the couple months, there is some luck in my life. meet a couple " amazing" friends. friends can will
always be there listen and card about you. i care about them alot..alot..
i really don't know what to do with my life anymore, no.. i do..
it's just that i don't want to face the reality, i have so much important things to take care in my life, whether is i leave by the end of the year or stay. i had to make a decision now..i know if i follow the road that mum wants me to, i can get everything i want later in life. and even married the person mum wants me to -_______________-. but is this really what i want? i want my own life, i want to do what i want to do. probably won't get me anywhere, but i have no regrets in life? But i have to do this for mum!! I HAVE TO!!!! i took so much from mum, it's time that i do something in return. the best i can do is do whatever she wants me to do. even let her run my whole life. i'm happy with that. i believe that later on in life mum will pick the right person for me, saving me from getting hurt from searching the world....i guess this is the way it has to be..
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